I don’t want to reevaluate my life. I don’t want to feel these overwhelming emotions inside of me. I don’t want to deal with being alone and starting over. I don’t want to figure out how to expel the man who pervades my existence.
So until the new year, I will give myself only one “goal”. Stay Distracted.
Which is why today I picked up a second job. I guess I should feel good about it, or if not, at least stay distracted by it.